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Hey I apologize if any of my old stuff from 2013 and 2014 popped up on friends lists. I was consolidating blog entries from various urls en masse late at night this past week and almost certainly forgot to tick the "Don't show on Reading pages" box on a handful of them. My bad.

I don't know if I'll ever really make it back to blogging or even writing in general, but some part of me feels like it's healthy to at least make an effort because I miss it.

These last couple years I've been progressively more internet-absent. I've been busy, busy, busy. 90% of it's work and the rest is health and family. Nothing that I feel like elaborating on, not for a while yet.

I still talk on twitter but not as much not by a long shot. 2015 and 2016 are on my Instagram in a piecemeal sense, I guess.

So I did cave and buy a smartphone summer of 2015. Finally, right? It's the yellow iphone 5c, and until someone makes another daffodil yellow phone, I won't be upgrading.

Lately I've been trying but failing to find my pink DS. I found the box I packed it in when I moved, but I can't find the DS itself or any of the games I kept with it in its case. And the thing is I honestly cannot recall the last time I played it. It's the most frustrating feeling. I've been dragged out of bed by men with guns, had all my computers and my ipad taken from me, who knows if I'll ever see any of that again, but honestly that just makes me feel vaguely annoyed compared to losing my DS? I know it doesn't make sense. Somehow the fact that I've managed to misplace something of my own makes me so much madder than having things taken away from me by force.

I think it's just an issue I need to try and work through. But regardless, I'll be doing large scale cleaning tomorrow morning before I go in to work. Who knows, maybe my DS will turn up this time. Maybe it won't. But I've just got to learn not to take these things as a "sign".

I don't use the "nijibug" handle online anymore, haven't for a good 3 years now, but I'm way too attached to this url and this url is too attached to its past, so I may pop in here from time to time just to use the space. My focus going forward continues to be on growing healthier, on writing a little and singing a little and not losing my self in the face of difficulties. I think I'll be okay.

PS. If anyone wants, I got some imzy invites to give away.

Date: 2016-09-05 06:47 am (UTC)
bonnefois: ghost_factory @ LJ (Default)
From: [personal profile] bonnefois
Dragged out of bed with guns and Ipad stolen---uhh, is that a metaphor, or literally what happened? Are you okay? O_O

Date: 2016-09-05 01:21 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] pulchritude
I've been dragged out of bed by men with guns, had all my computers and my ipad taken from me
Wow, what happened there? O_O


No longer publicly using the handle "nijibug".

This journal is where I stash rants too long for twitter and too personal for tumblr.

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