nijibug: Balsa & Chagum at "kaze ni notte ukabi" (I want to shine on you)
What began as an idle twitter conversation has turned into my cosplay project this summer. I offhandedly mentioned that since I was 12 years old, long before I knew what cosplay was, I'd wanted to make a Sabriel costume but always felt too daunted by lack of funds and know-how. A few hours later, I was neck-deep in making my 12-year-old self's dream a reality. While I have cosplayed in the past, it has always been with a group and I did barely any work on my own costumes. This will be my first solo cosplay project. I'll be documenting my progress and also keeping tabs on how much money I spend on this cosplay here.

First off, I am heavily referencing the 1996 Leo & Diane Dillon cover illustration that has more or less become Old Kingdom cosplay canon:

Sabriel book cover )

What I have so far
The black belt that will be worn around my waist as well as the broader brown belt that will serve as the principal piece in my bandolier were both purchased secondhand for a total of $5. The seven tiny silver maracas also cost a total of $5. The maracas will eventually be affixed to the bandolier pouches so that only the black handles and top silver hemispheres are visible. I will not be making them removable; instead, I have ordered separately a large bell that is also silver and black handled which I'll paint with charter marks and carry as a prop ($6).

Belts and bells )

Next, for the mail shirt that Sabriel wears under her surcoat, I bought a metallic silver turtleneck sweater for $10. It has a really good texture and shape, and although it's a good fit, it's also very warm for a summer cosplay. (It should be perfect for October though.)

''Armor'' )

I ordered these ankle boots for $10.

Boots )

While I haven't gone fabric shopping yet for the surcoat, I've got the rubber stamp ($14) and fabric paint ($7) that I will be using to create the silver key insignia pattern.

Stamping material )

I also bought some dark gray nylon tights for $5 but they haven't come in yet so I don't know if they look the way I like or if they even fit...

But that is technically* a total of $60 spent on this cosplay so far (all the prices included shipping), and that's half my budget. I have all the thread in the colors I need thanks to previous cosplays.

What I still need
- ~4 yards of dark blue fabric to make the surcoat
- white/gray fabric for the surcoat's edges
- however much brown fabric the bell pouches will end up requiring
- white ruffles for throat and sleeves

* I used an Amazon gift card, so I ended up spending more like $30

PS. Check out what did with my twitter banner/icon:

Keep Your Dead Down )
nijibug: the S in JS holding a tiny donkey(?) (我知道你爱我)
(copy/pasting this here to clear up my twitter feed):

kaepora gaebora's theme was always one of my favorites. one of the first pieces I transcribed for the small brother person when I started giving him piano lessons at age 3. I started him early because I noticed he had perfect pitch at age 2. He would sing back entire songs he heard on tv. He might not even have known what the words meant, but how many 2-year-olds have perfect pitch AND a perfect sense of rhythm. the parents couldn't afford to pay for real lessons so I used the handy dandy underline feature in ms word and made my own notation paper, transcribed leitmotifs from our favorite video games (mostly pokemon and zelda at the time), and started teaching him on my own.

dad's old phone had a custom ringtone feature. the small brother person and I recreated the hyrule castle town theme on it one summer.

Read more... )
nijibug: Cover of the Ace pb edition of Redwall (Late Rose Summer)
Woke up on my own an hour and 45 minutes before my alarm and ate breakfast. I'm starting to feel better, tentatively.

[tumblr.com profile] sonicorca (annie) flew home yesterday and I already miss her terribly. I'm living with [personal profile] artemis_elric (jbnarnet) this summer. We are currently marathoning Princess Tutu. It was bizarre at first, but so incredibly charming. We saw up through episode 11 before I conked out last night. The Fakir backstory made us like him even though we were firmly convinced up to that point that he is a poop! narnet and I feel emotionally taken advantage of /shakes fist. Really though we like everyone in this show, and every permutation of every ship is relentlessly shippable. I'm so glad annie made us watch this. We'll probably try and marathon ~5 episodes every night.

Even though the only anime I had planned on picking up this summer was Red Data Girl, I was listening to the BECK anime OST while blowing through the Shingeki no Kyojin manga. As a result, I watched the BECK live-action movie, which I loved, unsurprisingly. (I also loved the Detroit Metal City movie; these kinds of movie adaptations are right up my alley. They're so different in tone from the source material but very endearing and do great as standalones.) I thought bb Sato Takeru made for a great Koyuki. And Saku's casting was so spot on? Casting felt right all around. Plot and pacing was real tight. I didn't like the music choices for the movie so much, but the anime OST is an extremely high standard to approach. The torrent of the BECK anime I used turned out to be the dub, but I still ended up putting it on in the background while I worked on other things. Koyuki's dub voice sounds like [personal profile] rexcalibur. You can easily tell what era an anime was dubbed from how much the script uses the word "totally".

Shingeki no Kyojin though!!!!!! щ(ಠ益ಠщ)
I started the manga after I read all the Junji Ito manga and was still running high. annie sat behind me and egged me on while I read all 44 chapters of SnK so far (narnet, had you been this strict with me wrt homestuck, I might have gotten past 1000 pages lol). Then we watched the first 4 (now 5) episodes that are out of the Attack on Titan anime. The first time I saw the 3DMG animated.........I may have embarrassed myself in public. I never intended for this to happen, but now I can't stop thinking about titans! The plot is thickening!

I still haven't started Red Data Girl...
nijibug: the S in JS holding a tiny donkey(?) (我知道你爱我)
On my old cellphone, there was a recording feature so that whenever I got struck by an errant melody out of the blue, I could whip out my phone and hum into it. Can't do that anymore on my current phone, so instead I've been using the basic note-taking feature to jot down rough approximations. Which leaves me with largely unhelpful notes like:

Efgd~cb abcb~ag fgag~ bc edcd~

and:

C G D ED C G D

and:

C e g b c d e c b

(I'm copying these verbatim from my phone screen.)

They really leave me with no idea of what I was thinking at the time. A lot of these were punched in as I was getting dressed, running off to work, or hurrying after a bus. All I remember was that the melodies seemed extra compelling, at the time. I guess I can consider these seeds of inspiration lost.
nijibug: Saya & Chihaya (Default)

doodle dump doodle dump~

18 pictures under the cut )
nijibug: shiro ossan from arakawa under the bridge (stripestripestripes)
nooooooo I'm not going to let two months go by without updating so I'm just going to post!!!

I don't want to talk about life so let's talk about books instead. I'm currently in the middle of reading Temeraire, When Fox Is A Thousand, and Swordspoint (and a couple other books I've lost track of so I guess I'm not actually currently reading them). I haven't much time to read, so it's just a few pages here and there of whichever book is closest to me at any given time.

Who's pumped for Clariel: The Lost Abhorsen (2014)?!!! I forgot that I already owned a copy of Sabriel, so I ordered another one (the 1997 edition with the Leo and Diane Dillon cover illustration of course). And while that was still moseying on over in the mail, I forgot about it too and ordered the Old Kingdom trilogy omnibus. So now I own the entire trilogy twice plus an extra copy of book one, which I guess I'll use for lending out. This is not the first time this sort of thing has happened to me, and lending out extra copies is the usual solution. But speaking of Sabriel! my friend and housemate [tumblr.com profile] elfsmirk has made a Sabriel tea blend (I illustrated the label):

tea below cut )

I'm technically in the middle of my first playthrough of Pokemon FireRed right now, but it's safe to say that that's on hiatus until this summer. This is my first ~legit Pokemon game (since my friends tell me Pokemon Stadium/Snap/Puzzle don't count...I left out Hey You Pikachu for fear they would truly judge me, but I do not regret a single moment spent playing that game IT WAS DIABETES INDUCING ♥), and it's kind of mindlessly enjoyable but also frustrating as hell sometimes haha. It's kind of like FE in the sense that your party size is limited, and it kills me because I want to have them all with me always. u___u

(Currently my team consists of a Growlithe named Chanyeol, a Gyarados named Katara, a Graveler named Galadriel, a Pidgeotto named Kris, a Pikachu named Pikachen, and a Raticate named Luhan. My Gyarados was Celebrant until I realized it was female.)

The only show I'm really keeping up with right now is Elementary, and I think I enjoy it so much because JLM's Sherlock reminds me so much of Basil (The Great Mouse Detective).

Oh an Crystal Kay retweeted my mashup of her song "Take It Outside" with Owl City's ending theme from Wreck It Ralph yesterday! That made my day. ♥

screenshot under cut )

And I also deleted my tumblr account and made a new one first week of March but my LJ/Dwth circles don't really run with my Tumblr/Twitter circles anyway so that info is kinda irrelevant. :P
nijibug: shiro ossan from arakawa under the bridge (stripestripestripes)
I'm actually backreading my twitter feed right now so I can do a synopsis of my new york trip!

So on new year's day, I took the greyhound with [personal profile] artemis_elric to new york, got there on the 2nd and met up with [tumblr.com profile] sonicorca and [tumblr.com profile] eggtrolls. We went to see the hobbit (a second time for me) and then got the hobbit breakfast at denny's afterwards. We all got hobbit trading cards and I traded all of mine for artemis's thorin card hehehehehe....

The next day we went to the met and then sonicorca's mom took us out for korean bbq for dinner:

photos from crappy camera phone )

Walked over to the kinokuniya bookstore after dinner. They had these big wall displays for Vagabond:

photo )

Everything was super expensive. I made artemis buy me a notebook with rilakkuma and kiirotori on it hehehehehe....

On the train back to sonicorca's; everyone was super exhausted:

My bear says hi )

When the train stopped at its last stop for the night we were the only ppl in the last car. the lady on the PA gave her usual spiel but ended by saying, "And to the four little princesses in the last car, have a safe trip home." /)u(\

The next morning we set out bright and early to visit doctor who filming locations in central park. First stop was bow bridge to play pooh sticks:

photos photos photos photos )

And then we walked to book off where I made artemis buy for me got Maaya Sakamoto's Yuunagi Loop, Ayaka Iida's Minna Sora no Shita, Amano Tsukiko's A Moonchild In The Sky, and Zabadak's IKON ~Tooi tabi no kioku~. (I wanted Maaya's Shonen Alice album but it wasn't on sale ;;)

We went to see Sleep No More that night and it was amazing! (To give a short description, the play's an immersive film noir adaptation of Shakespeare's Macbeth set on several floors of a renovated hotel where the audience can follow actors around and be in the scenes. The sound design was p h e n o m e n a l.)

The next day we went to some more bookstores and I got terry pratchett's snuff and tan twan eng's garden of evening mists (which I'm reading right now). I also spent a lot of time crying in front of rilakkuma plushies I could not afford.

On our last day in ny we visited the museum of natural history and I bought (or made artemis buy) all the plushies I wanted. A good last day all in all:

photos photos photos photos photos photos )

Aaand now we're all back in Ann Arbor dreading school tomorrow morning BUT SUCH IS LIFE. How were y'all's holiday breaks. even if you didn't go anywhere hope you were all well rested and if you had to work I hope you made a lot of money d(' v ')b

and gosh is it time for another bimonthly doodle dump already /holds head
I'll make that post next once I've uploaded all my doodles to photobucket and organized them ._.
nijibug: Gintoki gets hit by a dump truck (bump)
I just got an email apology from twitter and they've restored my private account. I'm back home at @nijibug. ♥


Back in May twitter cannibalized all my tweets so I ended up moving to a new, private account (I was also getting hella spambots around this time) — that's not news.

But after spending most of the year happily on my private account, today it got suspended out of the blue. this also happened to a couple of friends of friends and we're mostly suspecting saboteurs reporting us en masse. I've literally never broken a twitter rule, not to mention my private account couldn't have spammed even if I wanted to since no one would be able to see the tweets! so twitter has no grounds to suspend me other than to investigate some 3rd party claims.

I'm mostly mad because they've suspended the username 'nijibug', and I'm obviously more attached to my username than my tweets. I don't mind losing the tweets at all, but I kind of need to be nijibug on the internet if that makes sense.

I've written to support demanding an explanation. I sincerely hope that twitter takes this seriously, investigates the reports, and gives us our accounts back.

In the meantime I'll be hanging out at @nijib_g.
nijibug: Maaya Sakamoto & Hitomi's hands (Wasurenaide hitori ja nai)
♯ Galileo Galilei's PORTAL is a fantastic album. If you like RADWIMPS you'll love this band. Imaginary Friends, Good Shoes, and Swan are my fav tracks.

♯ The Boy Who Knew Too Much is still my favorite MIKA album, but Origin of Love has really grown on me. So many incredibly catchy tracks. Popular Song, Emily/Elle Me Dit, Stardust, Overrated, Love You When I'm Drunk, and Karen are probably my most played. (Touches You is still my favorite MIKA song and I don't foresee it being dethroned.)

♯ Everything on Sea Wolf's Old World Romance album sounds the same, I'm serious. I put the album on for the first time and didn't realize when one song ended and another began. It's all nice to listen to as background music, though pretty depressive. Only Whirlpool is really worth downloading imo.

♯ I really love this mash-up of Ke$ha's Die Young and One Direction's Live While We're Young.

♯ Speaking of 1D, Yuya Matsushita's BEAUTIFUL GIRL is a vastly superior take on What Makes You Beautiful. Check it out even if it's just a guilty pleasure (it shouldn't be? I feel like BEAUTIFUL GIRL is a genuinely positive song lyrics-wise even if it's heavily derivative musically).

♯ Everything by Matt & Kim sounds more or less alike, but my fav tracks of theirs are Good Ol' Fashion Nightmare, Block After Block, and Cameras. Would gladly hear any of those tracks as Gintama OPs or EDs.

♯ I've had the House of Five Leaves OP, Sign of Love by immi, on replay for a while. (Still need to read/watch that series.)

♯ Not a Block B fan but I have to give credit where it's due and admit that their latest album Blockbuster is very well put together. Fav tracks are nillili mambo (ofc), romantic, and haesseo anhaesseo. Love their vocals.

♯ Tying this up with Peace from A:TLA by the New Orleans Volunteer Orchestra. Any good rendition of Peace brings tears to my eyes and a lump to my throat, and this is a truly gorgeous performance.


What have you been listening to on repeat lately?
nijibug: Saya & Chihaya (Default)
changed my blog header, title, and subtitle for the first time in over 3 years. arthur waley and bai juyi and huangshan just haven't been me for a while.

didn't manage to draw much these past two months, though I was able to doodle something at least once a week

14 pics under cut — a good mix of gintama, exo, and original )
nijibug: Chihaya & Saya (magatama gold)
translation with rhyme and meter is the cheapest trick. it's a party trick. it's a small child who is praised for her wit because she can solve long strings of addition and subtraction quickly and accurately in her head. all that it requires is a grasp on a large enough vocabulary so that one is more or less an ambulatory rhyming dictionary. it is a process almost entirely mechanical. the soundless flapping of lips taste-testing from a mental thesaurus, the flickering of fingers tapping out a rigid tempo on tabletops, substituting synonyms into spaces set in stone.

translating with rhyme and meter is my go-to gimmick. that trick so weightless I can keep it up my sleeve, on the tip of my tongue. a getaway route so streamlined I barely need to think, just run with it, pull a switch, and we're off. fireworks. snap crackle boom. brilliant. put your hands together for me. utterly artless.

I can speak derisively of the practice because I know how I arrived at it. a twelve-year-old girl bored doing dishes humming a song she wished she could sing but whose words escaped her because she didn't know their meaning. words in a language she doesn't know but the tune she likes. so she looks it up. words in a language she will never learn. the translation doesn't fit. she feels cheated. she spends an afternoon making them fit. wriggling and squirming until the stubborn words become spineless notes and this is now a thing she is familiar with. musical composition.

I was no more a translator than a calculator is a mathematician.
nijibug: Oguna & Tooko (magatama green)
They were supposed to be here end of July-beginning of August, but the post office screwed up and then proceeded to deny the existence of said posters for two months! D:

But they finally showed up this week o/

poorly lit grainy photos of LoK: Dangerous Ladies posters up in my room )

These beauties are by [tumblr.com profile] awesomousse aka [livejournal.com profile] juneaddams aka [personal profile] mousse. Check them out in hi-res here on tumblr: http://awesomousse.tumblr.com/tagged/lok
nijibug: shiro ossan from arakawa under the bridge (stripestripestripes)
Watched the Ace Attorney movie with my roomies! To be honest, it was not an amazing movie or even an amazing adaptation by any stretch of the word, but if you're an Ace Attorney fan, then it's a definite must-see. The best way to describe it is as an extremely high-budget cosplay production, which, if you ask me, is the right way to make a live-action movie adaptation of a video game.

brief spoiler-free review under here )

In an ideal world, someone would have the budget and dedication to turn the Phoenix Wright trilogy into a tv series with at least 3 seasons so that all of the cases can be explored in full. But for what it is — a 135 minute film — the Ace Attorney movie made me a happy fan. I have just one pet peeve though. Why didn't they bother to do Phoenix's zigzag eyebrows? Everything was so on-point, so why were they missing Phoenix's trademark? That's like having a perfect Gintama cosplay production but forgetting Elizabeth's eyelashes. :c


On to the bimonthly art dump...

18 pics under the cut; a good mix of things )
nijibug: kagura and sadaharu wiggling inside giant fruit???? (SHAKE IT BAKE IT BOOTY QUAKE IT)
Gintama anime coming back for a 6th season in October! And an original movie written by Sorachi slated for 2013! (I'm guessing in the summer?) I like how skeptical? jaded? troll-savvy? the fandom has become; the reaction was basically, that's lovely news and all, but we'll believe you when we have the new episodes streaming in front of us.

There definitely hasn't been much more new manga material since season 5. They might manage one more season out of it if they rationed and padded and stretched, but definitely not two consecutive seasons. Not unless they decide to animate the 3Z AU, which, personally, I would be camped out on the Sunrise Studio parking lot demonstrating for if I were in Japan.

Fire Emblem progress, exo babble, and convention cosplay plans under the cut )

[personal profile] mousse's Korra posters still haven't arrived... I'm worried and beginning to think they got lost in the mail or maybe have been returned to sender. orz
I'm glad that [personal profile] pseudo_tsuga's arrived unscathed at least!
nijibug: Balsa & Chagum at "kaze ni notte ukabi" (I want to shine on you)


(Click for full version.) Collab with the wonderful [tumblr.com profile] sanxian — she drew Tai, Mimi, TK & Kari, and I drew Matt, Sora, Joe, and Izzy.

Happy Odaiba Memorial — too many feelings!word vomit beneath the cut )

home again

Jul. 18th, 2012 10:43 am
nijibug: shiro ossan from arakawa under the bridge (stripestripestripes)
Back on campus and back at work. Jetlag has made me pull 2 all-nighters straight. [tumblr.com profile] sanxian tells me sunlight helps fight jetlag. Well, yesterday I spent like half an hour outside in 102°F/39°C and mostly direct sunlight on my walk back from work. That just ended up making me woozy, and I took a "nap" from which I did not awaken until midnight. orz

Sort of had a vacation the week prior during which the small brother person finished watching the third season of Community (and I rewatched most of it with him), and I saw Hot Fuzz and Shaun of the Dead for the first time (and he rewatched them with me). The rest of the time, I played Sacred Stones while he heckled all my strategies (he'd beaten it once back in '09).

I'm really tempted to crosspost the photos my roommates sent me from when they were bearsitting for me while I was away, as well as pics of the new bear — a rilakkuma plush — I bought because his ears reminded me of egg custard tarts. But I realize bear photos for me are the equivalent of cat photos for those among you who are cat owners in that we personally derive a great deal more pleasure from them than those who have to scroll past while reading their daily journal backlog. |D

So ahh without further ado, that bimonthly doodle dump I've been procrastinating on:

17 new pics under the cut, mostly gintama, gif-heavy )

And finally, it's been about a year now for me personally, but I think [personal profile] pseudo_tsuga and I have been definitively dragged (kicking and screaming) back into kpop thanks in no small part to the usual suspect, [personal profile] ghostdrive. The other parts are credit due to exo-m (so far), and Tao being a criminally cute cutie. Although kpop had been sneaking its way back onto my mp3 player in droves this summer because I like the way Bang Yong Guk raps, B1A4 is fun, and the new f(x) mini-album is their best yet (more Amber is always welcome ♥)... but exo is definitely where it's at right now, I can't lie. /)u(\

[personal profile] pseudo_tsuga and I grudgingly look forward to whatever insidious plans [personal profile] ghostdrive has in store for us, sIGH. ♥
nijibug: Saya & Chihaya (Default)
✈ I can't remember what it felt like to be dry. On the off chance that Bryke based Omashu off of Chongqing (I can see how; this city was carved into a mountain), they missed the part about how it rains like there's no tomorrow.

✈ Ever since we braved the contents of an entire authentic Chongqing hotpot (I will never be the same SNIFFFF), the small brother person has been referring to himself as the Mother of Dragons. I have to call him Khaleesi. Help.

✈ I'm going to talk about the Korra finale under this cut, those who haven't seen it yet, consider yourselves forewarned.

Korra 1.11-1.12 thoughts under the cut )
nijibug: the S in JS holding a tiny donkey(?) (我知道你爱我)
我想家

说实话我早已不清楚家究竟在哪了

在底特律机场忙着和旅行社在电话上争辩(因为把我的预约机票给搞砸了)
当时脑海中就冒出了这一句:我想回家
我想回到安阿堡和朋友们一块住的房子
抱着我的熊在沙发上看legend of korra
(没有我这个星期六肯定少了一分喧闹)

但是为什么我还是非要套出八百美元
当场新买了张票赶到洛杉矶
真的是因为怕弟弟不够力量托行李?
在飞机上一路的恨我自己
想回家 好想回家
宁愿在安阿堡
买菜 做饭 你推我我劝你 谁也不愿洗碗
工作 疲劳 挣钱 期限
多好呀

什么都比四个星期躲着我爸的脾气要好

当时说飞机上没我的座位
当时就是上帝给我个台阶来下
当时就好像是天地给我举了个牌
牌子上写着LEFT
而我愣愣地走了RIGHT

我恨了一路 一路地骂自己
这种蠢驴都不做的选择
我干嘛要做 为了安抚谁
难道我这些年的忏悔不够?

凌晨五点推开窗版看着飞机降落
广州的烟雾一层又一层
我想回家 五岁的我满脸泪水
第一次看着大陆在我眼前渐渐地拉开距离
妈妈你为啥带我走
我想回家

我弱弱地把视线收回到黑暗的机舱里
家在哪我都不知道
我哪有资格想家呀

我的心好软
nijibug: Gintoki gets hit by a dump truck (bump)
✒ Had a Men In Black marathon with my roommates last night because [tumblr.com profile] sonicorca hadn't seen the first two movies yet, and I wanted to rewatch the first two before going to see MIB 3. I love Men in Black partially for nostalgia/sentimental reasons but also because Will Smith and the 90s and aliens and Agents K and J's father-son relationship and really what I'm trying to say here is I love the original Men in Black wholeheartedly and unironically. I'm probably going to cry in the theater watching MIB 3 and be super embarrassing and the small brother person will pretend not to know me.

✒ Look what came in the mail from [tumblr.com profile] snottle!

pics )

✒ Yesterday, Bryan Konietzko posted this comic (basically, it pokes fun at the double standard of some fans who find Legend of Korra too upsetting but don't find Game of Thrones [as] upsetting? that's the general gist I got out of it). Except I guess we all conveniently forgot what ATLA/LOK fandom is like in the first place. People were so .:*・°☆APPALLED by the comic that today, Bryan had to post this lengthy apology and explanation.

excerpt under cut )

Good grief, ATLA/LOK fandom! How do you live with yourselves? I'm sorry. Legend of Korra does not send people to the hospital; people send themselves to the hospital by getting too worked up. I say this at the risk of 1) sounding like a hypocrite because I spend a good hour or so each Saturday morning screaming like a loon in front of my TV and 2) losing some of you for good because I know for a fact that there were at least a few friends or friends of friends blowing up at Bryan's satirical comic yesterday.

If you have so much beef with the show/its creators, why do you keep watching it? Or else y'all just need to take a seat and learn to find a healthy balance between enjoying a fun ride and being critical of what you love. The amount of entitlement that, honestly, half of fandom seems to harbor is downright masochistic.

✒ And because I don't want to end the post on such a sour note.... I'm really digging Peppertones right now. Does anyone have any k-indie recs for me? I'm not looking for a specific genre; I'd be up for trying out whatever you like. Also for swapping music recs. :D

"there's a way to navigate tomorrow unscathed"


this is a personal journal that I need to get back into the habit of using on a regular basis because I lose everything I don't have in writing