This burn-out phase has been going on for far too long. I lost my voice on December 17th, if my twitter feed serves me correctly, was beleaguered by coughing within the week, and still have the tail end of that same cough right now. When I talk, I sound like a toad. My energy is at an all-time low.
I slept through new year's because I was feeling under the weather.
But enough of me being miserable. I promised friends that I would be tackling Homestuck and One Piece simultaneously over holiday break. As it stands, I am 1000+ pages into Homestuck and 100+ chapters into One Piece.
One Piece owns my soul. I am resisting the urge to just spam &hearts and weepy emotes in an effort to muster up some coherent thought. But what can I say?? I literally love everybody. Luffy especially. I want to stretch his face sobbbb ok no this whole being coherent thing isn't working ;; Let me... let me just peel an orange and try to calm down.
Waugh. Anyway.
Unexpectedly got myself into Berserk over break as well. I want to have enough canon under my belt so I'll be able to properly appreciate the movies coming out this year. I'm falling a little behind though; my Berserk watching buddies currently have me outstripped by a good 4 episodes or so.
The last episode of Arakawa Under the Bridge is still sitting unwatched on my computer. I don't know what I'm planning at this point, maybe awaiting news of a 3rd season before watching what is currently "the end"? I really, really adore the cast of the anime and, as soppy as this may sound, the messages strike a chord with me through the nonsense.
But 2011 really has been the year of Gintama for me. Since I started it last January, I'm sure you're all worn out from hearing me talk about it haha~ Fandoms burn strong for about a year for me, is how it's always been. I can feel my obsession settling down to a healthy devotion alongside series that will always have my unabated love, like Digimon, Escaflowne, Inuyasha, Pet Shop of Horrors, Fullmetal Alchemist, Twelve Kingdoms... I will never be less than delighted to talk, write, draw, sing about any of these, with anyone, at anytime. These are the series that make it for me. There are those that don't quite make it (Bleach, in spite of having a claim on 8 years of my life, and I STILL cannot quit it) as well as those that die ugly (Hetalia). But Gintama is one of the ones that'll be a part of me forever.
For 2012, I am allocating my energy to my own writing and music, as well as promoting the Magatama trilogy again. I want to work on more collaborations this year, both personal projects and that of others. I still have my gintama hotpot fills to deliver on and birthdays to draw for, but outside of that I can safely promise that we're not to expect nearly as many fanworks as I rolled out in 2011.
What does this mean? Probably that I'll be losing all my twitter followers again lmfao. (Honestly, I felt sorry for the friends who followed me pre-April '11; they must have thought my account got hijacked by some gintama-tweeting bot.)
And now, what's a(n) end/beginning of the year post without a doodle dump. The good thing about not posting one of these in months is that we end up with a slightly more scrupulous selection, haha, and in actual chronological order this time...
( 33 pictures under the cut )